June has been uneventful and I’ve been having mood swings. I’m bored. I’m excited. I’m sleepy. I’m restless. I feel like I’ve lost interest in everything but at the same time there are so many things I want to do and not enough time to do them all. I’m not sure what’s going on. This happens every summer. I start to feel uneasy and think through a million things that I could do and somehow end up doing none of them. This year I’ve finally picked up on this pattern. Which is great! Except for the fact that I still have no idea what to do about it and we’re almost at July. I’m going out of town shortly and I’m hoping the time away gives me clarity. But in case it doesn’t, I’ll think more on things. I feel like I need to take time to stop and spend more time thinking about stuff like that. In a vaguely related vein, certain events this month have made me realise that I really need to stop watching short form contact. It’s rotting my brain. I really need to get my life together and start taking advantage of all the resources and opportunities available to me. I’m going to do some thinking the next few weeks while I’m away and come back strong and ready to rumble.
